do you ever have one of those days? when the sky is dark, the world around you is cold, nothing seems to go right, and you take it out on your blog? yep, that was me. after so many months of things going so right in my life i had a day. and, being myself, i reacted. okay...overreacted, to the situation. i didn't think it through and take in the possibilities. after about an hour of frustration i had let it go. and today. it's even more gone. i think we all have a right to those moments, hours, days. but as long as we don't dwell, and that we realize how minute our problems seem in the big picture, i think that's okay. i know that's okay. it's being human. it's having emotions.
there is so much good in my life that it even pains me now to read my last post. here's what i'm looking forward to in the next few months:
- E's (little bro) graduation from HIGH SCHOOL
- maybe running bolderBOULDER...if the ankle cooperates
- party at the moontower! our neighborhood's dazed and confused theme party
- a busy, fun summer of work
- plenty of Rockies games, especially when the CUBS come in late july :)
- Fort Collins BrewFest!!!
- Kings of Leon in july...sooooo pumped
- The Avett Brothers at RED ROCKS...even more pumped!
- spending summer in colorado...hiking, biking, everything active :)
- New Belgium Days :)
just thinking about the fun makes me smile!
I also finished the 5 seasons of LOST on DVD. I think i'll wait to post my full feelings on that when the series finale is over. I also just sped through the first season of glee. as cheesey as it can be, i love it :) it makes me want to sing on a regular basis again. haven't done that since junior year of college! it's been too long. except, of course, if you count singing in the shower or in my car.
so that's it. life is good. i am loved. and i love :) and really isn't that what it's all about??
love.love.love
always,
amanda
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